may 11, 2003May May 11, 2003
Well, Ricky today is Mother's Day and I feel this empty hole in my heart--YOU ARE GONE AND I CAN'T GET YOU BACK.
Does'nt seem like a year ago today I was picking out
flowers for your casket--
Damm..gives me the shivers just thinking about it.
I MISS YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH--
JUST CAN'T DESCRIBE IT!!!
But, I know that you know.
I'm here thinking of your
TY Bear you gave me before you left and it is the
most precious thing---
Loving thoughts of you flash through my
mind and a sense of you so loving calms my thoughts!!
You will always forever be in my heart--
seems strange in one sense I'm saying you are missing in my heart and then say you will always be there..
I know that you are with Grandma & Grandpa Z..
and they will help guide you and I
know you are alright and in time we all will be
able to move forward as I
know that is what you want.
IN TIME BABY!!!
Happy Mother's Day
Take Good Care of Ricky-
Love Ya Forever.
I'll see ya in time!!
RICKY, THANK YOU MY SON,
FOR GIVING ME SUCH LOVE, YOU
ARE SUCH A BLESSING AND YOU BROUGHT SO MUCH JOY AND LAUGHTER TO ME...
I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER
EVEN THE TIMES WHEN YOU GAVE ME TROUBLE...NOT ALOT JUST SOMETIMES, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
LOVE YOU MY DEAR LOVING SON,